My First Love...

The first time I felt for a guy right back when I was 7 years old…dah dah dah;-)… I couldn’t believe myself that I could still remember his name whom he was Mr. Sampan ;-) I thought he was so cute at that time, oh yeah and hey, do believe in my taste, darl ;-)…He wasn’t born in Langsuan district but moved here for a year, I think because his dad was a public servant, so his family had been moving from place to place…I couldn’t remember everything about him but there were only two incidents and moments that I could…and so thankful to my memory, indeed…

















Firstly and the utmost important moment I could remember that we were holding hands for each other to go to canteen where it was quite far from our classroom and what I could remember that my heart was so bloody beating out loud (but inside quietly and unstably ;-) and I felt sooooo shy, indeed but at the end of the day I could manage myself holding his hand…masi;-)…I wasn’t quite sure how I could manage myself getting to canteen with all my nerve and fantastic feeling finally, oh dear!!!... I don’t think he did think anything at all ( or he might???) only friendship but for my sake, I did obviously with all my tiny heart beating up and down and round and about unfortunately;-)…Was it typical that two very cute 7 years old boys holding hand for each other ;-p???...That was the first time at all in my life that I bloody felt melt down for a guy. Thanks heaps to myself that picture has still been in my mind...

Secondly, I could remember that I went to see him at his house and that was it…Nothing was going on but there was only one picture in my mind that I was biking in front of his house and that was all…

I am wondering how he has been now…my first love;-)

Memoirs of My childhood Love...