My Third Love...

His name was Trithep. He was the same height as mine but his skin was much darker with glasses on. He was a charmer with great smile and he was straight of course and seemed to be a decent lad. We were in the same class at grade 9. There were four class’s table with two seats in each row which I was sitting far right front row with my mate and he was sitting far left in second row with his mate. Regularly, we looked at each other and smiled while we were studying in class. He was sort of like teasing me in a way and didn’t think beyond that, I reckon but I was very happy whenever I saw him throughout that year. It just felt like I had him as a motivation to go to school in order to see him. What a good example of 14yrs of age thinking ;-)

He didn’t talk to me much and I didn’t talk to him much either but we often smiled for each other. How weird was that? Too many times, I wished he would kiss me…hold me…made love with me but that was only my imagination. It was one sided love but I was actually very happy to see him in school and thought of him all the time until he moved to study at other school at grade 10 but I went on studying at Amnuay Silpa School till grade 12.